Monday, July 21, 2008
10:40 PM
I've had about 6 drafts ever since my last posting. I've come to terms that although it is highly dependent on the blogger, a blog will always serve to be a facade. You keep things that you are afraid that you'd be judged on; You hence, put your best face forward. So, like how Saber (yes darling! it's Saber, not Sabre! haha) Tooth Bunny aptly put it, a blog is a mere act of aggrandizing one's self. So, this will be my last post (shortly after my attainment of an epiphany).
(imagines shocked expressions)
HAHAHAA. kidding! I love mink&moe too much. (: Like how countries have their ecological footprints, I want a place that records the little moments of my life. Keep a diary then, I hear you say. Well, I've always kept a mantra that as long as I keep making a difference in the world one person at a time, whether it's from my posts, my random musings, my laa dee dum, I've done my part on this gravitational sphere. So thee says share, share, share and spread thy love!
Anyway, (: I've been under the weather, rather horribly if I may add. Upper Respiratory Tract Infection, fever and warnings of a impending pneumonia; The rain isn't helping much, especially since i indulge in dancing in the rain, and apparently, the reluctance to see any more people donned in white coats restrains me to do as such. (: So, if I may retract myself from further digression (hahahaa! One of our favourite past times huh!), let me move on to describing my first day in school after 2 days of mc + 2 days of weekends. First 2 periods of Economics was alright, and once physics came, I swear all my wheezing, coughing, (snorting) was enough to scare the dalai lama away. (: Thanks for all the love everyone showed me though, it keeps me going strong so much much loves and many brownie points for everyone! (: So after physics, I was like... greattttt, Human Geog next and time for my presentation. By that time, my throat was so hoarse that any more clearing of the throat would render it a barren canal. (haha!) Guess what? It went more smoothly than I would have expected, although I'd like to apologize to my fellow geog mates for my voice which could have been accounted for as noise pollution! hahaha. After Geog, I swear that all I wanted to do was to catch some shuteye, I was so drowsy by then. Hence, the half day off!
I swear Pearlyn would be the reason for me turning bi, IF I ever go to the other side one day. hahaha, I'm sorry babe though, =( I want kidsss! hahaha, my own kids. (: I'm going to be a proud mama one day!
98 days 08 hours 30 minutes 04 seconds
keep the countdowns coming, for these numbers are the only wake up call that actually work on me. As Pearlyn like to proclaim, I'm going to be a lee kok kok scholar!! (I swear if Mr Lee Kong Chian sees this, I'm so dead = You're so dead)
By the way, that countdown, is to A levels, my fellow slaves of the education system! KEEP UP THE GOOOD WORK! (for the mugger toads) & START DOING WORK! (to everyone else)
Darren told me today, that you can give up everything except your studies for now; you go all out for this thing you call l**e and you end up being nothing. And although I begged to differ, believing in working things out, he made sense. He's my inspiration, and yes, I do miss you Mr Darren T'ng.
And if you, ever chanced upon this,
I'm truly sorry.
Here's to an early sleep without regards of homework or whatsoever. I need my health back! (: And to Ms Max (and all you mugger toads who disregard sleep), pleassseeee get some rest too! =D Don't end up like me. :(
Cogito, ergo sum - I think, therefore I am.