I was contemplating on writing this post, i really was.
I was afraid, because when I make a decision to show a side of me on mink&moe,
I've made a decision to put that side of me out to be judged.
But this time around,
i reckon, i'd use what my blog was meant for in the first place.
And that is, to be who i really am.
My emotions, my thoughts, my feelings.
And to you, my reader, out there.
hello. (:



Been under the attack of the fever/migraine bug these few days. 3 migraines in 24 hours is no joke. The ice pack melted so fast, that it made me realise i should have gotten two instead. haha, one to freeze whilst i use the other one on my forehead. :D well, i'm alive and kicking, thanks to panadol extra, my dearest family, best friends, shaikha, chun han, brother, darchu, william, secondary school senior, gene, yuehan, shawn and marc. These few days, i came to a realisation that without my family and friends, i'd never be who i really am. And it's not the amount of friends i have, it's the number of friends i have who let me be who i am without ever judging me that really matters. So, i thank those that have helped me through this very "hot" period of my life, what will i do without you guys?

Tough nights, I never do like them. I've a quirky sleeping habit too, and sometimes, I get none. I was afraid of another one, so I went down to my father whilst he was praying downstairs last night. I told him I loved him, and I was sorry, for the times i made his angry. And ever since the breakup with ken when i was 14, i started crying in his arms. As he held me tight, and rubbed my shoulder, i felt my heavy heart resting, i felt all the love in the world. And then, we spent hours through the night, talking about what i would have brushed away through the hustle and bustle of my life. In my heart, I know I'd always be my daddy's girl. and mummy's girl too. (haha, mum! don't get jealous! (:)

And then, fever through the night. The fever and incessant migraines absorbs your soul, drains your energy, sucks out all the strength you dont even have to begin with. But angels come in different forms, and my brother, prince william (haha, i call him PRINCE william cause william is such a prince-y name) was there, to see me through the night. He gave a calm to the turbulence within me, and i hate him because he's getting a bottega wallet today. (roars and rolls over) :D yeah laaa, happy happy laaa, happy BROWN WEAVED so-beautiful WALLET. (which i'm so going to steal) please buy me my bacon&cheese takopachi with your 2000 dollar taka voucher too! hahaha.



grr. lucky william. (:

If you're my close friend, you probably have this experience with me whereby i ask you to choose a colour between two, yes or no, 1 or 2, 2 or 3 (um, you get it). This time around, i've made a decision with my ever-so indecisive self without doing so. You realise after awhile, when you've given too much of yourself, and you try so hard to make it right, you crumble. And maybe it's time for you to take a few steps back, because you're as much a human as everyone else. It's not that you don't care anymore, it's more like you cared too much, and that maybe you need that care too, that care you've been longing for. It may hurt, i know it still hurts, but you have to be strong, because millions out there have more reason to be shedding those tears that you are shedding. so, a rebirth is what you need. with your parents, your strong pillars of support, new motivations, and here's to a new Angelina. (:

YAY. okay, i hope you've not fallen asleep. :O because THIS BABE's my new inspiration. Agyness Deyn. ;) the hottest british model of the mo, whom i fell in love with ever since i first saw her on burberry! She shall be my source of motivation to strive for clear skin and to downsize :D Yes, MORE SLEEP, MORE WATER, MORE FRUITS AND VEGE-TABLES-CHAIRS-ANDSOFAS. hahahaa. (: LESS SWEET STUFF/OILYSTUFF/SALTYSODIUM-FILLED STUFF. here's to the new Angelina that's going to be such a bomb! :D (that goes tick tock tick tock... ehh. :l)









OKAY. (:
LOVE YOU GUYS.
I HAD BETTER LEAVE FOR CAMP NOW.
slept in because my fever was still running high.
but i need to be there.
(:
TATA (sauce. :O)
and have the greatest week aheaddd! :D


you don't need strength in letting go, you need understanding.

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